But I also know that one summer, when everything in my life was going wrong, and I found myself sleeping all day and staring at the ceiling and obsessing all night, that I was truly depressed. I really don't think this is what is going on with you, but at the same time I do hope you will take good care of yourself.
Thank you so much! I had a similar difficult period once, when all I wanted was to do was to lay down and close my eyes because then I don’t have to think about the things which are really wrong when it hurts so much to think about them. I think now I have more of the happy sleeping sickness. :):) I feel happy, but strangely, I don’t feel like doing anything, just sleeping. Because I can "afford" it now.:)
Do I sound like an alarmist? I don't mean to.
O no, I am just so thankful!!
And even with my mutual friends I often find myself wondering, "does this person secretly wish that I would defriend them?" And I have moments of panic where I decide that I'm going to do a massive purge of my friend list so as to relieve people of the burden of my presence.
You totally should not, you are LOVELY!!!! And funny, and everything. I don’t just say it “because”, I really mean it. And you made me feel so much better!!!!!
Oh, I finally saw the VM episode you referenced in a previous comment -- the one where Veronica is in Logan's bedroom and he's wearing the too large towel. Yay!
I am so sorry if I “spoiled” you; I really thought you are ahead in this. And – is it just me or Veronica tried her hardest not to look? Hee!
My favorite part, however, was earlier when Logan made that remark during the business club meeting ("You should have plugged her right the first time," or something to that effect), and Duncan went nuts on him. I loved the jealousy over Veronica, but I mostly admired Logan for basically saying "You abandoned me" to Duncan. For all his immature pranks, Logan is pretty in touch with his emotions, isn't he?
Or, he is so much in touch with his emotions that it hurts me to watch sometimes! (in a good way). I also love this place. From the start – Logan has a very quick wit, don’t you think? And then I have a thing about two men fighting over the fair lady – it is so HOT!! And yes, when Logan spoke to Duncan it was so heart-breaking, similar to the scene in the episode 1.18? when Logan/Veronica stumble onto his birthday party and Logan tells everybody "You all can go if you don’t like my girl-friend", but when Duncan goes Logan follows him and tries to apologize. Aww! My heart breaks to pieces to watch it!
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Date: 2006-05-31 05:12 pm (UTC)Thank you so much! I had a similar difficult period once, when all I wanted was to do was to lay down and close my eyes because then I don’t have to think about the things which are really wrong when it hurts so much to think about them. I think now I have more of the happy sleeping sickness. :):) I feel happy, but strangely, I don’t feel like doing anything, just sleeping. Because I can "afford" it now.:)
Do I sound like an alarmist? I don't mean to.
O no, I am just so thankful!!
And even with my mutual friends I often find myself wondering, "does this person secretly wish that I would defriend them?" And I have moments of panic where I decide that I'm going to do a massive purge of my friend list so as to relieve people of the burden of my presence.
You totally should not, you are LOVELY!!!! And funny, and everything. I don’t just say it “because”, I really mean it. And you made me feel so much better!!!!!
Oh, I finally saw the VM episode you referenced in a previous comment -- the one where Veronica is in Logan's bedroom and he's wearing the too large towel. Yay!
I am so sorry if I “spoiled” you; I really thought you are ahead in this. And – is it just me or Veronica tried her hardest not to look? Hee!
My favorite part, however, was earlier when Logan made that remark during the business club meeting ("You should have plugged her right the first time," or something to that effect), and Duncan went nuts on him. I loved the jealousy over Veronica, but I mostly admired Logan for basically saying "You abandoned me" to Duncan. For all his immature pranks, Logan is pretty in touch with his emotions, isn't he?
Or, he is so much in touch with his emotions that it hurts me to watch sometimes! (in a good way). I also love this place. From the start – Logan has a very quick wit, don’t you think? And then I have a thing about two men fighting over the fair lady – it is so HOT!! And yes, when Logan spoke to Duncan it was so heart-breaking, similar to the scene in the episode 1.18? when Logan/Veronica stumble onto his birthday party and Logan tells everybody "You all can go if you don’t like my girl-friend", but when Duncan goes Logan follows him and tries to apologize. Aww! My heart breaks to pieces to watch it!